I still believe in making New Years Resolutions. I'm all for turning a page and making a fresh start because, well, I'm anything but perfect and I make a ton of mistakes. So I always jump on the New Years Resolution band wagon with great hope and excitement that I can, once and for all, achieve my hopes and goals for the coming year.
As I type this page I am sipping on my last glass of wine for at least a month. I am beginning a major health overhaul tomorrow, since I can no longer bare knowing how it feels to squeeze these thighs into pants that no longer fit. I can't bare to see myself in photographs and I am down to one pair of pants that I can wear out of the house that don't look like PJ's or Yoga pants and about 3 shirts...even my bras and underwear are too small. It's pathetic, even if I do like this big rack that I have for the first time in my life.
I can do this. I do have self control. I just haven't cared much about myself this past year. 2009 was a horrendous year for me personally and I ended up on anti-depressants to bring me out of the deep depression I found myself in. 2010 was about coming back into the land of the living. Once I rebounded and started eating again the pounds just began piling on. I found out later that the drug I was prescribed causes weight gain...super. I stopped taking Yoga and walking...all that has to change.
Wish me luck and thank you for all your comments and support over the past 2 years:)