Mostly, I'm disappointed that I walked/ran all those miles and deprived myself of the foods I love and ended up even heavier then when I started. I HATE the way my body looks right now but I just haven't made any progress. My clothes don't fit anymore and I actually cringed when I thought about Fall coming and having to wear jeans...which just aren't comfortable unless I'm thin.
So I've decided not to think about being thinner but instead to concentrate on being healthier. Eating healthier foods and staying as active as possible, even if it's just a walk after dinner with the dog.
I need to learn to cook. I need new ideas for lunches to pack because honestly if I have to eat another Lean Cuisine or Turkey Sandwich on Wheat I'm going to die. It's so boring. I also HATE to pack my lunch at night because I'm worn out from work, house, and kids. I know this is something I just have to get used to but I hate doing it, which I guess is why I always end up with the frozen meals.
Tomorrow, healthy eating (breakfast included) and a walk at some point during the day.
I can do this!!!