Lately the reflection looking back at me might as well be a stranger.
I look fat and old and tired. My skin is in terrible condition and my hair is a frizzy, greasy mess. I'm so unhappy with my current weight and feel like the whole world is noticing how ugly I am. My clothes don't fit right either....it just sucks. It all sucks.
I hate that I can't wear any of my cute summer clothes from last year. I hate that it looks like I've apparently given up. I hate that wearing jeans is no longer comfortable because they squeeze me in all the wrong places. I've even stopped wearing make-up...never a good sign.
I hate that all my self confidence has been covered up by an extra 30+ pounds...