Tuesday, January 12, 2010
Breaking the Rules...
Boy did I have a day. I don't even want to go into the specifics but I'm glad the day in nearing it's end. No one by the way has met my challenge of the self portrait and I'm waiting ever so patiently;)
I broke my rules. I'm having some wine tonight. I felt like my emotions were attacking me. I put my babies to bed and poured a glass of my favorite affordable red wine, I don't drink any white, and climbed into a hot bath tub. I played my favorite Pandora station and sipped the red liquid from my glass and closed my eyes and tried to move myself forward through time.
The one bright spot in my day was a friend reminding me that I had been her shoulder to cry on, she needed me and I was there for her. So that made up for the silent treatment I've been receiving and for my boss insulting me.
It was a crappy day.
I'm in love with my boys and I'm in love with my camera. My camera is the key to my future. Taking pictures could help me spend more time with my sons. I'm not around enough. I'm not in love with myself but I'm trying to like myself.