Tuesday, January 19, 2010
Blue. I have been feeling so blue and today was particularly so. I see my "sister" has become Facebook "friends" with one of our cousins, whom I might add she probably hasn't seen or spoken to in 15 years. If you follow my blog you will know that she won't accept my friend request. Nor has she answered or responded to my repeated calls and e-mails and requests for a response. I would appreciate it more if she would just tell me to "Go to hell". I am so tired of being ignored by those that are supposed to love me. My own mother won't even go out of her way to talk to me. SILENCE IS CRUEL. The silence crushes me and it takes a little piece of my spirit away with each passing silent day.